This is one of the tracks that was written to be on the second album of punk songs, which never came to be.
lyrics
VERSE 1
Dear god you wasted my time
Will I never know?
On my own
Are you in mind?
When I close my eyes she is all I see
Will you make her mine if I say I believe?
CHORUS
No matter how I try
I can't let you go
I will never make it alone
My innocence is gone
And I have lost control
All I ever wanted to know
Was she ever really in love?
VERSE 2
So much I keep hid inside
Until I cannot breathe
All I know
She means everything
And for the 100th time I will make you see
And for the 1000th time we will make believe